Recently I tore my acl and before that I had my life planned out. Play college soccer maybe go to BYU meet my husband live happily ever after. Now that it has happened it really made me evaluate and put things into perspective. Right before the "accident" I was doing the things I was supposed to and really close to my Heavenly Father. I was journaling and thought nothing could go wrong. I never before had any real adversity in my life and when this happened i didn't really ask why me...it was why now. My life had took a turn but I had to remind myself everything happens for a reason, god has a plan, and he wouldn't give me anything I can't handle.
I've wanted to be a doctor for the longest time and surgery was the coolest thing to me and a after talking to the anesthesiologist I realized that it isn't really for me. I need to help people in a positive way and being a reproductive endocrinologist was it! I tried doing things to get me to that goal. Changing my outlook I the type of life I would have but it didn't really fit with what I wanted originally and was confusing me and still is. But at church I heard that where I am right now is where I'm supposed to be! That made such an impact because I need to take it day by day and then things will fit into place. I had to "embrace the brace" and be confident with who I am and where I am. I realized I had to embrace the little things in life and live a little, and love a lot. It has put me in a happier place mentally, physically and spiritually on my journey to finding myself.
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